Today I was trying to go for sleep as soon as I can. But I can’t. Since some days I am awake whole the night. I don’t know I can’t bring sleep. In this morning I was going to walk alone in the morning street at Dhaka. It’s really nice.
I was singing and repeatedly I was playing some soft English music in my smart-phone. It’s my practice of build up my philosophy. I can take many many decision through this kinds of activities madly. I was thinking.. thinking a lot. Sometimes slow… sometimes fast walk and unstoppable smoking. Great cool weather. Missing something in my life. Thinking about people, thinking about me. My soul was just bleeding with my thinking. So much frustrated activities.. huh!! Yes. But sometimes it is necessary. Because when you have nobody then you have to walk alone through the path. This can be defined as a practice. hahahaha… lolzz.
One song I was remembering in the morning when I was walking that is ‘Pages’ by ‘3 Doors Down’. I have mentioned that below to my write-up:
“Pages” by 3 Doors Down
What happens to a man when
He spills his heart on a page and
He watches words flow away then
His feelings lie on the page alone
There waiting
For someone who cares to read them
To open their eyes to see them
To see if they can make his thoughts their own
To find out that maybe your life’s not perfect
Maybe it’s not worth what he gives away
You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you concede your feelings inside yourself
And wander through my heart
Letting you see through me
Now only consumes me
Forget your pain, watch me fall apart
What happens to a soul when
It’s trapped inside his emotions
And all of these words he’s spoken
They bind him to the life he’s left behind
And every new step he takes
He knows that he might not make it
To all of these dreams that he has yet to find
Maybe your life’s not perfect
But maybe it’s not worth what he gives away
You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you concede your feelings inside yourself
And wander through my heart
Letting you see through me
Now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you concede your feelings inside yourself
And wander through my heart
Letting you see through me
Now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
As i fall apart
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